Hello Blogspot! :D it's been awhile ! i only decided to blog today cause Esther made me -___-"
First off, i just want to pray for Audrey to get better, as well as Pastor An. :)

So today, it was my first time leading Bible Study. I led with Joyce. :) I think i did horrible . D: i was so nervous this whole week, and today Esther tells me 'Pastor Brian is here, he might stay for Bible Study' LOL, i think i got even more scared. D: Today's Bible Study was about Forgiveness. It's such an ironic topic for me. There are so many people out there that has hurt me in the past, and yet i've never truly forgave them all. They all tried to make it up to me, but in the end, i just pushed them all away cause i was scared to let them back in, in case they hurt me again. Seemed like this Bible Study was directed to me in a way. That it should be now, that i should forgive those who has hurt me. I'm going to confront them, tell them how i feel, and get rid of any anger that i had for them. Not only does it make it hard on me when i see them at school or whatever, but i'm sure it's just as hard for them. hopefully, doing this, i can make a small change in this world not for others, but also for myself, so that i don't have to keep so much anger inside of me that will just kill me in the end.

I was really happy to see Andrew & Steven staying for lunch & fellowship today. :) They never usually stay, so i was surprised and happy. :D hehehe. Steven was super cute trying to catch fruit flies today. LOOOOL. I helped him find Ephesians today in the Bible, and he laughs at the page number. HAHAHAHA, so cute. :3 Andrew and i danced a bit to sorry sorry today when we were trying to think up of a scenario. $: i think that made my day. LOL. Anyways, i hope they continue to stay for fellowship every week, and bond with us more. :) Andrew seems to be getting there a bit more than Steven, so hope Steven can talk to us more, and open up to us. :) HAHA, i think that's it for now. $: BYE BYE BLOGSPOT, until next time. ;D