today nothing went as i had hoped and planned it would go .. i'm so unsatisfied by it. i'm completely just so pissed and stressed from it! i had everything planned out PERFECTLY for i dont even know how long! and then.. two days before.. everything just crashes down on me. don't you hate that when that happens? nothing goes as you had planned. yeah.. well today is one of those days. x_x"i went to baskin robbins to order the cake.. the site said 'CUSTOMIZE YOUR OWN CAKE' so i thought.. okay sweeet! i can get the cake however i want it , PERFECT ! :D .. i go today ... and they said they can't do my idea because they don't know how to ... GREAT. so i had to think up of another idea to do on the spot! and time was ticking away since we had to get somewhere for dinner >.> so my whole family was rushing me and i couldn't even think properly.. and on top of that the guy who was helping us was standing there while i was flipping through the cake book, not being able to decide what cake to get... and i felt bad for him just standing there and watching me change my mind thousands of times! i ask my sister & mom for opinions .. they kinda helped me narrow it down to two options, so that was helpful. so after 30 minutes, i was FINALLY able to order the cake. x_x" siggggh. then in the car i got yelled at for taking so long. D: so that didnt even help the situation.

After dinner , we went to walmart cause sister needed to buy something, and i was dying of thirst.. so i went to mcdonald's to ask for a cup of water. my mom said they have to give it to me, cause apparently its part of the 'law' ... i dunno. so i asked, and they said they cant give it to me cause there are the pop dispenser and they think i might take some pop.. I ASKED FOR WATER.. JUST FILL UP A CUP FOR ME WITH TAP WATER. T_T" it was all i asked for. i was dying of thirst. D: so instead, i had to hunt for a water fountain ... i never liked drinking from those.. cause its always so nasty ! but i had no choice T_T

i go home, and go on the computer.. and decided to watch some more idol army.. but of course.. my whole computer just lags.. i thought it would be just for a few seconds.. but no, it kept lagging and lagging .. and i was getting real ticked off by this point. so i just thought, screw it. i'll watch it tomorrow then, i got no math tutoring tomorrow anyways. so.. i then decide to print out pictures.. and my dad filled up the cartridge today for the printer cause my colored ink died just last night. (UGH.)so i was copying pictures onto microsoft word.. and microsoft word freezes and lags my computer THREE times. i kept trying and trying.. and then after a good half hour.. it finally worked! and i got all the pictures ready and everything.. i press PRINT .. and the pictures come all out in BLUE. like, everyone in the pictures have BLUE FACES. we look like smurfs! -____________-" so, my sister helped me .. and she fixed it and said it should work now .. so i try again.. and this time, it was a bit better.. but everyone has blue AND green faces, with lines everywhere. x_____x" so i ask nicole if she could help me print them out, but her printer isnt working.. so i thought i should check to see who's on msn that would be willing to help me.. but OF COURSE.. my msn wont even open! like.. FML. im here pressing it and pressing, and it doesnt pop up even ONCE. so we just decided to go print it at the library tomorrow.. -___-" hopefully we dont have to pay cause the librarian loves me (yn) ): sigh. even through all these obstacles during the process.. i hope the ending will end up good. i really want this to be perfect. i want her to be surprised by this, and be happy with how much effort we put in for her, and show how much we love her. (: just hope she likes everything i planned. T___T God, please help me. <3