sometimes i wonder why i was born into this world. I'm born into this world, and meet people who are so important to me in my life, yet somehow i always end up creating trouble for them. I rather not be alive, if it means that i have to hear those who are important to me cry and just feel so broken up inside. I swear im some bad luck thing or something.. they say its not my fault, and that they aren't blaming me.. but i'll still feel guilt inside of me. I never told you this, but i felt guilt and uneasy for a long time because of this. Even before you told me all the problems that were happening. I didn't tell you because then you'd blame yourself, when its totally not even your fault. The girl hates me. Yet she's taking it all out on you. I wish i was able to talk to her about it .. but i gotta hold back to not get you into more trouble. She thinks i hate her ... when i don't even know her. I don't judge people that quickly. Even now, hearing everything, i dont hate her. Because i still don't know her, and i dont know her life story, therefore i have no right to hate her. But she has no right to even assume that i hate her because she doesn't know me either. This is what's wrong with society nowadays, we're all so quick to judge before even getting to know the person. I'm sorry you feel wronged, im sorry you feel like i took your best friend from you, im sorry for being caring towards her when she was crying at school, im sorry i offered for her to sit with my group, im sorry for having to go to school with you guys. im sorry we talked on facebook, im sorry for coming into your lives. im sorry for even being born in this world. If i could, i would kill myself so that she could go back to you like how it normally was, so that she wouldnt be feeling all this pain right now.