it's been awhile.

wowow, i haven't had such a fun conversation with my best friends nicole & christianne in quite awhile. <3 it felt real nice! We don't chill as much anymore, but i just love how close we all are still. <3 With all the stress i had with my math homework tonight, and how people are just annoying me lately at school, this was exactly what i needed. Just a fun and normal conversation on twitter between the three of us, arguing about who's pretty and what not. (L) All of us are fighting our own battles right now, but having one another, we can overcome anything that gets in the way, because we'll always be there for one another. <3

I think what touched me most, was what christianne said to me. 'you're my best friend, i have to tell you everything' no one has ever said that to me before who were my best friends. The most they'd say is 'youre my best friend, i love you' but what christianne said.. it made me feel like i'm worth it, and that she actually wants me in her life. It legit touched my heart. I knew what she said was true, because she didn't just say it one time and that was it, while i was talking to her for only 20 minutes, she said that to me 3 times. No one would ever say that 3 times in just 20 minutes. It's because of her, that i'm able to start believing again that i really do have true friends in my life who will always be there for me, and that they actually think of me as someone who's worth keeping. It's because of her, that i can be myself around people, and not have to live up to people's expectations. It's because of her, that i'm able to learn how to trust again, and open up my heart. She's the one who would be honest with me no matter what. She knows exactly what to say in any situation that i may be in. She would sacrifice her sleep for me, to make sure i'm okay, and i would definitely do the same for her anyday. It's almost been a year since i met her, and it feels like i've known her for a life time. Like, we were childhood friends. She is the reason for me having hope in people in this world nowadays, and giving people second chances. I am the most luckiest girl to have met her. She always brings me happiness and gets rid of my sorrow.

Christianne Greogrio, i love you to death, you don't even understand. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Written on November 3, 2010 at 11:33 PM