honestly.. so pissed. why is it that people think its absolutely fine to treat me like shit one second, and then the next ask me to do something for them? biggest piss off of life. what the hell do they think i am? someone you can just step all over? like, honestly.. i understand when you joke around with me for fun, but you guys just blow it out of proportion. you guys refuse to talk to me, then you yell at me, BUT THEN, you ask me to do shit for you?! FUCK IM SO PISSED. and then when i do one thing, but not the other, you dont even say a THANKYOU, but rather you YELL AT ME? BE GRATEFUL I AT LEAST DID SOMETHING BITCH. if i dont do something, you yell. if i do one thing for you, YOU YELL. make up your fuckin mind. like, do you not consider how i feeel? getting bullied by you guys every single fuckin day, im tired of it. i tell you guys but what do you guys do? you just laugh and continue. THIS IS WHY I WANNA EITHER RUN AWAY OR KILL MYSELF. because i have so much insecurities and everything, that i can't even begin to count, and you guys just LOVE to add on top of that. im so sick and tired of all this crap. like SO SICK ITS DRIVING ME INSANE. when someone tells you to stop, SHOULDNT YOU STOP? its not like im even joking anymore. FUCK, I HATE ALL OF THIS FUCKIN CRAP.