whatsup blogspot? it's been quite a while hasn't it? School has started, summer has ended. I can't believe i was actually looking forward to this school year.. honestly. i hate it so much & it's only been the second week of school! So, my schedule this semester is as follows;
Chemistry with Augustine
Anthropology with Lozada
Hospitality with Gioia
& Photography with Eland.

I thought this semester would be pretty chill since i got like, hospitality & photography... but boy, was i wrong! Chemistry itself is just hell for me. Augustine CANNOT teach to save his life! I'm lost in his class, i have no idea what i am doing.. the lessons he teaches, the homework we have, the labs we do... i know NOTHING. You know it's bad when i even failed the safety test.. like what the hell? SAFETY QUIZ i never failed that. He doesn't even give us a review or anything, how the heck am i suppose to remember the whimis symbols and whatnot?! We had a 'math skills' quiz today... and omgosh, i failed that badly too. I don't know how everyone i talked to said that quiz was easy... like, you serious bro? I'd be even lucky if i got 30% on that quiz! It was ridiculously hard! And i want to drop out so badly already! But everyone is telling me not to, cause they want to have a class with me, :( But i'm really gonna fail that class if i continue being in it. Augustine cannot teach, all he knows how to do his blink his eyes four times constantly when he's 'teaching' and teach us the most pointless stuff, like how to look at the mL in a graduated cylinder... -___-" I really shouldn't have take chemistry... i thought i liked it.. but this year just proved how much i've grown to hate it! I'm glad i know people in chemistry class that i can turn to for help though. :) thinking about chemistry alone makes me angry...

Next is anthropology! I only took this course cause Christianne was in it. LOL i like this course.. kinda. haha, i was told that this course is hard.. but it's boring instead! LOL. We just read the textbook & have class discussions. I like Ms Lozada though. She's nice, :) & i'm so glad to have amelia ronilea & josh in my class too, even though they're far away from me :( especially josh! LOLOL. But ti's okay, we communicate through text, ;) LOL. rebel tings yo! Yeah, other than the fact it's boring, i enjoy the class! LOL.

HOSPITALITY ! <3 my favourite class! even though i don't know anyone in my class.. and there's more guys than girls.. i really like this class, :) I learn so much in just the 75 minutes im there, & i love mr gioia! He's so funny & cool :) I absolutely love how we always randomly get food in the middle of class, <3 Like, baked sweet potatoes or like, muffins. We even made chocolate chip cookies, yummm. <3 YUP, i love this class! LOL. The only thing that annoys me is the fact i always get a random phone call right at 11:10AM when i'm trying to learn in that class.. and the fact i don't have caller id just makes me even more mad! But whateves yo, i'm gonna hunt this person down very soon!

photography... ugh. hate this class. I hate the people in this class.. the grade 12s are just rude, & the grade 11 girls are the drugies and loud & rude ones >.> i'm not associating myself with them! That class is boring too -___-" I can't even sleep cause i don't even have a proper desk to sit & work at.. like, what kinda classroom is that?! and all the camera parts that we're learning... i have no idea what these parts are! & my test is tomorrow, SO SCREWED.

yup, i'm so screwed this semester. I'm lucky if i even get on the honour roll again this year! honestlyyyy.

well, that was my school update.. NOW, life in general update. LOL. this is gonna be interesting. WELL, it's been awhile since i had a crush or even liked someone.. and man, can't believe i'm actually convincing myself i like this guy. -___-" there's nothing even great about him. yeah he's cute, he's smart, funny, & he's caring when he wants to be... but, still.. i don't even know what it is about him that makes me attracted to him -___-" the irony of all this is that my friends wants to hook me up with this guy, & they don't even know that i like him, HAHAHA. It doesn't even help that i have him in my homeroom class & as well, i share lockers with him. GEEZ. this year isn't the year for me to like a guy. why couldn't it have been last year when i barely had anything to worry about -__-" gosh, i'm confusing. I somehow keep liking him more and more when we text each other till like, 2:30 in the morning -__-" somebody shoot meee. :( hmph. this ain't cool!

everything's confusing, everything's stressful :( NOT LIKING THE START OF THE YEAR.