the feelings i said i was gonna let go of, doesn't seem to be gone. I have no chance with you,i know and acknowledge that. But somehow whenever i see you, my mood gets brightened, and when i see you with another girl, my mood drops. It seems like talking about you to people is making the feelings i have for you grow more and more. I get turned off by the things i see you do, and thinking that those things will lead me to forget about you, is actually wrong. Somehow i don't think of all those negative things whenever i see or talk to you. Why must i like a guy of all years? why not grade 9 or 10 when i didn't have to work hard in my classes to prepare for university?! sigh, feelings suck :(