father's day

Dear daddy,
happy father's day. I apologize for all the times we fought because of my stupid actions. I know you always want the best for me because i'm your daughter. I say things to you that i don't mean. And i hope you do know that i really don't mean them at all. And i know when you say things like, 'Go die' you don't mean it either. Even though i always say that you love your older daughter more, and you always object to it, saying 'No, i love both my daughters' i know you're speaking the truth, even at the times when it doesn't seem like it. You're honestly the best daddy ever. We've had our ups and downs, but our fights never last long. It's sad on my part, how you'd always be the one to make the effort to talk to me after we fought. But i really appreciate that. You always have to wake up early and drive my sister & i to school, and you'd drive us to lessons and patiently wait for us to finish, no matter how long we take. You work for long hours so that you can earn money for us, and even give us money randomly because we used all our money up. But of course, you know, we wouldn't take it. We don't deserve your money. You worked so hard to earn money, and you deserve to spend the money yourself :) . So daddy, don't continue giving us money okay? Because i know i will never accept money from you. I said happy father's day to you last night at 12AM before you went to bed, and it's sad how i couldn't spend father's day with you today because you had work. Today was the only year that i couldn't :( . But i still remembered this important day, and called you telling you 'happy father's day'. You didn't sound too happy on the phone, but i know for a fact you were happy in your heart. Because when i said, 'iloveyou' you replied back with, 'iloveyoutoo' and you rarely do that :3 . that made me really happy. I still have to treat you to lunch or dinner like i promised you. It might come late though, since i don't have any money right now. BUT i'm definitely going to keep my promise. I love you alot daddy, you don't even understand. Mommy really chose the perfect guy to get married to. I'm going to study harder and not disappoint you after all you've put me through for a better education <3 thankyou daddy, i love you <33 .
Written on June 20, 2010 at 7:18 PM