Today was a pretty good day . I was able to chill with my loves.<3 It's been awhile since we all got together and just chilled ate and talked . I was glad we finally got the chance to. (: It really sucked at the fact i couldn't even join in on the conversation! I felt like i couldn't breathe , and i felt like i was gonna die any second now. Honestly, i hate my body. Why is it always in pain? gosh . It was killing me so badly, that i just wanted to get a knife and stab myself for the pain to go away. Never once , had i thought of that before because of a stomach ache! But today, i was sweating like crazy, dying of heat, couldn't breathe in or breathe out, and i couldn't even laugh without it hurting! Honestly stomach, out of all days .. you chose TODAY . where i was able to finally eat white food, try spaghetti and meatballs .. THANKS . -_-" not to mention , i wasted like 13 bucks . I got all the food out of my system .. but i got it out in the wrong way. it was pretty disgusting . Looking at it made me want to throw up even more! I cant thank enough for my loves being there and giving me water and stuff when i wasnt feeling well , and telling me to sleep even if it was in public! ROFL. they're such sweeties<3 I had a fun night despite the unpleasant dinner ! D;
AND , i wish i was smart enough to tell the waiter what happened so i could get my meal for free, and we didnt have to pay more money! i could've got us to pay less . D: damnit. Should listen to my mom . NEXT TIME , i will remember ! actually, i dont pray for a next time like this to happen :\