i really hate having to hide my secrets away from my best friends. I feel like they should know just as much as i know their secrets.. but, something's just telling me i can't tell them, & that i shouldn't. But then every time i'm with them alone, i just really really want to.. but then at the last second i back out. I feel bad since they tell me completely everything and here i am keeping things to myself. But with all the recent things that i did, i'm way too embarrassed to even say anything. Maybe when the time is right, i will then let them know.