Seriously , my parents and I cant communicate with each other at all . we’re always getting into fights . whenever I don’t do something that satisfies them , they always call me stupid and bring my studies into it . like , school doesn’t teach me everything . there are things I will never know . but clearly my parents cant seem to understand that. They think I should know everything because I go to school . like fuck . im getting really fed up with them . I swear just Thursday you guys were telling one another to not discourage your own daughters by always talking about our studies and calling us stupid . we fully told you guys we hate hearing that . im not even joking , my self esteem is so down there , no one can ever bring it back up again . I get called stupid everyday . I get called fat everyday . okay fuck , I get it . must you remind me every single day , every single second of the day ? I swear , sometimes you guys are so two faced . infront of our guests , you’re always praising me and shit , and then the next , you’re insulting me to no end . make up your mind . either you praise me or insult me . don’t give me both . I really cant stand you two right now . you guys are talking constantly talking about me . why is it that I have to wake up , hear you guys talking about me , and continue my crying session from the night before ? for the past two days , I’ve cried a good 10 hours . but did any of you guys know that ? of course not . rather , you call me stupid for crying . im sorry , am I not human ? if you guys can cry about your problem , then why cant I ? do you see me calling you guys stupid when you guys cry? No . I fuckin try and help you and talk about your problems . you guys never once did that for me . whenever I came home from school crying last year , all you guys ever did was call me stupid for crying . you guys always thought you had it rough back then . what ? you think we don’t have it rough now ? sorry but youre wrong , its just as hard right now as it was for you guys . you guys always said for me to open up to you guys more , and to tell you guys my problems , but tell me , how can I when all you say as advice is ‘youre stupid’ ? is that what I want to hear ? no . sad how I cant even go to my own parents for help on my problems , how I cant even go to them for a shoulder to lean on . if im called stupid all the time , then I’ve come to the conclusion im adopted . cause you guys are so smart right , and im so stupid . and if the parents are so smart , but the daughter is stupid , then there’s something wrong there . so I guess im adopted . I seriously cant wait till I get out of this damn house . I cant even call it a home anymore . everytime I cry , its always because of you guys . thanks guys , seems like you enjoy seeing me suffer and crying every night . one day if you don’t see me anymore , I hope you know it was all your doing .

Omg , its been forever since I last blogged. I hate how I cant blog because my internet is always used up >.> well, just gonna update with everything so far. :) first off, it’s the last week of summer school! To be honest , it really went by fast. I cant wait for august to come, where I can sleep in everyday and just relax without having to do my homework and whatnot. Exams are coming up though . hopefully I’ll be able to do well and pass the course. LOL . I should be working on my essay right now , but I’ll do that after I blog. :) So there’s my little summer school update. Haha . my birthdaay is coming up in SEVEEEEEEEN days ! omfg , im so excited for it this yeaaaar! On july 31st , I get to see all my best fraaaaands . <3 gosh , I miss Rachel so much ! haven’t seen that girl in like .. YEARS . I really need to catch up with her and spazz about our Korean dramas. (L) bwahahah . :3 then on august 1st, I’m gonna have an all nighter with my two best fraaaands Chrissy & Nicole . <3 last time was a major fail , so hopefully this time we can succeed bwahahaha . xDDD and then on august 2 IS MY BIRTHDAY ! YEEEEEEE ! (HHHHH) don’t know what im gonna do on my actual birthday since its civic holiday , but whatever . XD HAHAHA . and sam & enoch’s birthday is on the same day as mine toooo . : D <3333 so those two are for sure gonna party it up like they said they were . ;) HAHA . and then august 6th , gonnna go on a mini date with my bestie and wifey Chrissy ! :D im really excited for that . $: I’m also excited to eat lasagna on Saturday . $: LMFAOOO . I haven’t had it in yeaaars ! OMG . <3 sounds like a good birthday this year right ? :3 I think so ! & then soon after its gonna be rachel’s birthday , and I get to see that cutie once agaaaain ! WHEEE ! : D teehee . (LLL) just thinking about it gets me all excited . $: OMG . cant stop smilingggg . <3333 I want Saturday to just come alreadddddy ! : D BWAHAHHA . so much eating though . *Q* not that im complaining … ;)

well , enough about my birthday , onto something else . so I went shopping like .. 4 times this week . $: and I had a lot of KFC . LOOOL . last Sunday , I went to yorkdale with my mommy and bought 3 sweaters ! horray for sales at aritzia ! :D and then on Wednesday after my ortho appointment , my fam & I went to yorkdale once again , and I got a shirt from there . LOL . fridaay , I went to square one with my fam & chrissy ! didn’t buy anything , but it was still good . :) I need to get some new books to reaaad . im always so boreeeed at homeee . & on saturday i was at vaughan with nicoleee . <3 we went to wonderland too, but it started pouring , so we ran to vaughan . LOOOL what a mission . XD OH! we got a picture with snoopy . :D ROFLROFL . im so happy . XD and i went on timberwolf falls for the first time .. might i say its my fav ride ever . $: i would go on it 69 times if i could . :D ROFL . i guess that's it for nowww . :)

Today was quite a good day. :) Summer school was fun. HAHA, we were learning slang in the 1920’s today, and Jonny & I had a good time using those slangs against one another. xD it was hilarious. ROFL, Jonny called me a Moll, and hey, I like the definition of that . ;) Just not when he calls me Mrs Grunty. ROFL. And we had to make up our own slang too! And when the teacher asked a slang from Jonny, Jonny said “Yo … meaning Hello” ROFLROFLROFL. I dieeeed ! I didn’t think he’d actually use that XD HAHAHA, and the fact that the teacher didn’t even say it was lame or anything, OMg most funniest shit ever. I thought he was gonna say, “homeboy … meaning buddy”LMFAO. So yeah, that was mostly what summer school was today. :)

After school now! :D So Audrey picked Me Chris & Jess up like usual, and we went to BCC right after cause Audrey needed to buy some earrings. Since we thought it would be a waste to just leave after buying earrings after it took us forever to find a good parking spot, we decided to walk around. But where do we walk to? We went to the Dollar Store to buy Chocolate. XD HAHA. Yes, once again that’s how the Gregorios & Dieps roll . XD We’ve been buying food everyday! On Friday, we went to Cora’s, Monday we went to starbucks and today we bought chocolate. LMFAO. Chris & I never ended up going to the movies, but that’s okay. :D Jess & I just ended up going over to their house instead. :) Right when we entered the house, we ate ! LMFAO. Audrey made us some raviolis. <3 SO YUMMMY. :) teehee . And coco peed on me . -____-“ OMG, such a bitch . XD <3 BWAHAAA . but I still love Coco. (LLLL) Chris just gave me one of her air of pants to wear. :3 LOOOL . im surprised it fits >.> cause im a fatasss . ! So after, we went out separate ways, Jess & Audrey went upstairs, while Chris and I were downstairs. I played on her iphone for a good hour, even though we said we were gonna play Mario kart . XD we still never did. ROFL. Then after, we went downstairs and did some crazy stuff down there! LMFAO. I completely embarrassed myself in front of her trying to rap to Drake’s song Over. LMFAOOO . she was like, dying of laughter, while I was dying of embarrassment. ): HAHA. And then we danced to gee ! : D teehee . And Chris decided to write on meee . (L) Even right now, the ink isn’t fully gone yet . but that’s okay. :D good day, good day. (L)



On fingers ; " Hai! :D ♥ I'm Chink!"
On hand; "This belongs 2 C.G ♥"